Sunday, January 6, 2008

i just saw a geiko commercial that reminds me of michelle

i kinda made a promise to myself that i would try to write on this thing everyday. i don't know for how long or about what. i just know i made an unspoken promise and i really want to keep. technically i already screwed up and missed a day but two o clock in the morning is a continuation of a day if you haven't slept yet in my book. i had this idea that i would write about my upcoming trip to haiti and i will soon very soon and probably several times again but not today.
today i just want to make it known that i am really disappointed in some of my old friends. they could be so much more than the life they are choosing to live right now. they are making dumb choices and not choosing to be a better version of themselves and really not even exploring that option. i just wish for bigger things for them and they are looking in a totally different direction. one that is temporary and probably going to be filled with regrets and going further than they ever wanted to or thought they could. and this upsets me. i really really don't want to become them ever just because i can and you know what I'm not going to.


**ps this blog is in no way referencing michelle.**

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